My Horse Crazy Adventures!!!!!!!!
(Lancaster, PA, USA)
I love Breyer. No, I don't love, I ADORE Breyer horses. I want to go to Breyerfest, SOOOOOO BBAAADDD, but my dad won't take me. He says that for me, mom, and him, it would cost 1,500 just to get to Kentucky, where breyerfest is.
Honestly, I have two, maybe three traditionals, and maybe five classics. I have like, none, because I'm eleven and breyers are expensive. So I'm begging him and begging him, and begged him some more. So he finally said yes. And I said really, and he said no. So yeah.
But then he said "You don't know how much I WANT to give you a horse, you don't know how much I WANT to let you board it where you want, You don't know how much I WANT to let you show and stuff, You also don't know how much I WANT to take you to Breyerfest, The problem is, I CANT! I would LOVE to, but I CANT! I'm really sorry honey."
So then I went upstairs, and went on the breyer site. I saw that you could send pictures of your entry through via email!!! Problem. I have no tack, i have barely any horses, and i have no riders. I have one Paradise rider, but that's like betrayal to use it in a breyer event. So now im stuck with staying at home all weekend watching tv while every other horse lover is at breyerfest having the time of their lives.
I just want to be around horses. I cry at night, that's how much i love them and can't be around them, like EVER! I can't do anything that involves horses, because I'm POOR!!!!! i JUST WANT TO BE AROUND HORSES!!!! my dad gave me the option of breyerfest, or no internet, cable, or telephone for a month, and i honestly said breyerfest. I'm not afraid to give up my tv or phone or computer for horses. I never felt this way before. I feel like i'm enclosed in a bubble by everyone around me. I feel like i have no fun. I have no friends at school, i'd rather spend all my time in the barn.
I don't care if i miss all these cool things like field trips or park day, track and field day! I just wasn tto be around horses! I want my life to revolve around horses!!! i DON'T KNOW IF ANYONE ELSE FEELS THIS WAY, BUT PLEASE!!! leave a comment, I want someone to know how i feel. Someone that, knows how, i feel..... :)
I can't explain it. Please! Someone please tell me if they feel this way!!! I don't want to be alone anymore! i DON'T care if i'm an outcast, i have horses. Please tell me if you feel the same way as i do.